Tuesday, 9 January 2018

The Dots Wont Join

I can't breathe
Such a long run,its harder than I thought 
No one warned me
Maybe they did i just didn't think i'd need the info
I thought I could postpone this journey 
Its my journey to war
Am fighting with myself 
I was not ready,should have trained better
What if i knock myself out
What if i lose
What if i win,then who loses
I don't want to fight against myself 
What choice do i have
I got myself here
I didn't see it coming,but maybe i did
After this,i will never be the same
Its broken,it can be fixed,but it's forever broken
Someone pricked the bubble
I fell on my face
Hurt every piece of me
Sometimes i think i'll be ok
Most times i know I won't 

Its complicated and the dots won't join.